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March 9, 2020 at 1:30 PM
DAILY REMINDERS

-I am capable of succeeding at the highest levels, so try to promote myself more. Focus more on believing in myself, believing in my talents and believing in my purpose today. People need me for what I am here to do.

-My ideas are good enough, share them. It's always time to move forward towards my purpose with courage and confidence. I've got to turn my ideas to concrete and consistent action.

-Motivate, encourage and inspire yourself. Stop giving away too much to everyone else. Keep and give yourself the same energy and love yourself and don't listen to people and words that bring you down.

-You are worthy of love and success, no more doubting yourself. Build yourself up instead of questioning yourself or tearing yourself down.

Hi! So pretty sure my dad told you that he told me about the news. I'm very happy for you and I'm letting you know that you have my support and if you need anything, I'm here to do the best I can possibly do. Not entirely savvy in the baby department of things but again, I'll do what I can.

Hey! Yeah, he decided pretty quickly that he was going to tell you while he was visiting. I kinda wanted him to wait until I was a little further along and I was afraid it'd ruin your birthday celebration, but I know that he wanted to tell you in person and didn't want it to somehow get out before then. I know you probably weren't expecting that. But thank you so much, it really means a lot to me.

Ha! Yeah, I'm not surprised he wanted to tell me right away. If it's any consolation, I think it's a genetic thing because I pretty much freaked Danny out by telling my parents right away when we started dating lol. I guess we have no idea if something can at all leak and rather not hear it as a "rumor" first. It didn't ruin my birthday and that's something bigger than me. I wasn't sure if me in the supportive corner was a big deal or not but I wanted to at least put it out there. I'm sure everything is just a tidal wave of 'wow' over there right now so having one more person who knows can maybe give a little more breathing room.

I hope I didn't make it sound like I didn't want you to know right away. It's just still really new and I'm still processing. But I know that you two have crazy schedules and don't always know when you're going to get the chance to see each other. So the timing ended up being perfect. And yeah, I would much rather you and the rest of your family know the truth and not hear it first as a rumor, because I know how crazy and hurtful that can end up being. It means so much to me to have your support, seriously. I can't even put it into words. Out of everyone in your family, I think I was most worried about what you would think.

No you didn't, I can imagine just being nervous telling people so soon while likely in the midst of figuring it out yourself. Yeah, I'm more easy going in the retrospect when it comes to telling me things and how it is done and I understand why he would want to tell me in person. It depends, I think but I'm also someone that very much gets that the world does not revolve around me and people live their own lives and do things for themselves. If you both wanted to wait to tell me and if rumors started then I found out, likely would've just thought maybe wanted to wait to tell people when the coast was clear. When he said you both were serious a few months back, my mind already went to the possibility that you may want to have a child or more with him so I wasn't too surprised. More floored that it happened this soon in which every journey with the timing of things happen for a reason and I don't have the mind to judge for anyone else's timeline and how they do things with their lives. Just was unexpected but I love my dad, I love my family and now we'll be getting another member of the family so there's nothing to be negative about over here. You've been nothing but understanding, caring and thoughtful about me and towards me so I feel like the most natural thing for me to do is show and give that all in return, genuinely and sincerely.